Chea, alright haha. What a day...I just kicked my cat and I don't know how long he's been under the desk. So today has been pretty unproductive. I SAID I was gonna start studying at twelve but we all know how that turned out. If I knew anything about the rise of democracy in Nicaragua, I could have banged out an essay in an hour or two but now i'm forced to stay up all night talking about political parties in Nicaragua compared to the U.S. Fish is really kicking my ass right now. I have been so frustrated these past few days. I just need and want to get accepted somewhere (ANYWHERE) I even got a lecture from Alan about applying places and he's telling me that FSU is hard to get into. I don't know how DC did it then, he was seriously a crackhead in high school. So Terry is doing well out there in No Man's Land. Haha, Terry said the girls out there can't dance. OH MAN...this is why these kids are my big bros...they were at the mall right and Terry was smelling "Chanel" right and he says to Alan, "yeah that channel stuff smells really good." That's my boy ya'll, that was so damn funny. Guess you gotta know him to laugh at that. Sharon, you really hooked me up on this thing though. *No Holding Back*. I really don't know how I am going to finish this essay...or should I say start it. I am such a procrastinator. At least I can admit it I guess. Oh, and seriously YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT BEING A TRUE SOUTHERNER MY FRIEND! Haha, who are you trying to tell they aren't a true southerner. Erykah Badu has a really good song about being a southern girl. I miss the beach, I miss being able to chill at Calhoun Park with a book and some starbursts. It's what I did just about every day of the summer. Maybe i'll take some of my girls down there or something. Maybe when we're older or maybe before we go off to college. Oh wait, i'd have to apply and get accepted for that to happen! I'm out for a bit though...gonna dosomething a bit more productive.

Shout out to you for hookin me up, girl, this is H-O-T!!! Imma try to figure out all of this stuff, and you know me so well to put the Big Pimpin in their, that's what's up yo!